Very hard for a person to open up the person’s mistake to public, what Chilli did very inspiring to us to be more careful to ourselves or to our children for the causes of great mistake that might we do or have done.
Rozonda Ocelean Thomas or best know as Chilli the former of girlgroup TLC, opened up her greatest mistake while she was young, the star of VH1‘s What Chilli Wants had the emotional session with therapist on this past Sunday’s episode.
Related to her relationship with producer Dallas Austin, father of her son, Tron, 12 years old, and the abortion’s decision she made when she was pregnant her first child
“When I was in TLC, the first producer that we worked with was Dallas Austin. I was in the relationship, I got pregnant first time and I didn’t have the support. I was so scared and I did not know what to do and chose not to have it. One of the biggest mistakes.”
“I’m 20, my career hadn’t really started. How do I do all that? How do I be a mommy. It messed me up. It broke my spirit. I feel like I became not my strong self anymore. I feel like I gave in and broke to what someone else wanted. I would break down and just cry because I wasn’t a mommy. I cried almost every day for almost 9 years. And then I was caught up. I had to have a baby. I had to fix it and the only way I could fix it was with that person. I could only have this baby with him because the baby I didn’t have was with him. As time went on, I was able to break away from the relationship because I knew he was always being true to himself, I was not. I was compromising who I was as a person to please this person. And I think so many women do that. We shouldn’t but it happens.”
Talks about her relationship with Usher and realized that “it wasn’t working.” She says, “It was a relationship that I didn’t feel I could be in for the rest of my life.”
Chilli shares her good conclusion to what she’s been through.
“At the end of the day, when you are going to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you have to look at people’s faults. Those traits that are not going anywhere. I could not live with for the rest of my life. So I listened to my mind. I didn’t let my heart lead the way with that one.”
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